Chasing Rainbows or A Journey through Life’s Struggles with an Eternal Perspective

I spent a few days in the NC mountains where my family is from and where I spend the majority of my growing up years. I stayed in cabin right on the Cane River and  I could hear the river  and the strangest sounding frogs (seriously) at night. At first I thought they were ducks....but … Continue reading Chasing Rainbows or A Journey through Life’s Struggles with an Eternal Perspective

Lost

On Tuesday I had intentions of accomplishing great things (namely house cleaning) since everyone had been around this weekend but, when faced with the day, I crumpled. Alone. When they are gone, I feel the Great Alone. I was actually looking forward to quiet and time to clean but It suddenly became something different. I … Continue reading Lost

Six Weeks

Today marks six weeks since Sonny died. These six weeks have been both a life and a second in time. Remember when you were pregnant or had a baby? You marked time by days and weeks. In pregnancy this continues until delivery ( I am 41 weeks, when will this baby come?)  After,  it lasts … Continue reading Six Weeks

Dreams

I am sitting at my desk in my newly rearranged room, contemplating my new life. I actually thought about it a lot even before Sonny died. I asked him what I should do so many times. He wouldn't give me an answer and it hurt.  I couldn't imagine life after he died and the idea … Continue reading Dreams